| ohbutyouwillpet ( @ 2004-07-18 07:51:00 |
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| Current music: | Warp Brothers - Going Insane |
Awake
::rubbing sleep from my eyes::
Perhaps not quite as long as Rumpelstiltskin, but it feels as though I've been asleep for a while.
Quite some time ago I wrote that this journal was one of the faces I wore....a public face, and one in which I was very aware I had an audience. It seemed like writing for that audience became pointless for a while. Of the people I knew for sure read the journal, I lost many as a result of my separation from laurie. Whether that was due to my own sense of isolation or everyone else's outrage with me I'm not entirely sure....most likely some of both.
At any rate...I've been getting the urge to write again...more just because I want to than FOR anyone. I suppose that's a good thing. Much has changed that makes it harder to write. My business partner and I split, and I wasn't immediately able to find another, which has forced me to go back amongst the ranks of the gainfully employed. One of the problems of being highly educated is that when you get jobs commensurate with that education, with commensurate pay, they actually expect you to work a lot. It's an interesting job, as jobs go, but it's taking a lot of my time....no more being online all day, writing entries whenever the mood strikes me.
I'll not go on forever just now. Just wanted to get something in the way of an entry in. I'm about to head out of town for a few days, so won't be back in for at least that long, but we'll have to see if this urge to get back to the journal sticks.
More soon~